Soon after the opening of the war, I find him
down in the field, making himself practically useful among the wounded.
He was first drawn there on behalf of his brother, Lieutenant-Colonel George
W. Whitman, 51st New York Veterans, who was hit in the face by a piece
of shell at Fredericksburgh.
"Spent a good part of the day
in a large brick mansion, on the banks of the Rappahannock, immediately
opposite Fredericksburgh. It is used as a hospital since the battle, and
seems to have received only the worst cases. Out doors, at the foot of
a tree, within ten yards of the front of the house, I notice a heap of
amputated feet, legs, arms, hands, &c., about a load for a one-horse
cart. Several dead bodies lie near, each covered with its brown woolen
blanket. In the door-yard, toward the river, are fresh graves, mostly of
officers, their names on pieces of barrel staves or broken board, stuck
in the dirt. (Most of these bodies were subsequently taken up and transported
North to their friends.)
"DEC. 22
TO 31.—Am among the regimental, brigade, and division
hospitals somewhat. Few at home realize that these are merely tents, and
sometimes very poor ones, the wounded lying on the ground, lucky if their
blanket is spread on a layer of pine or hemlock twigs, or some leaves.
No cots; seldom even a mattress on the ground. It is pretty cold. I go
around from one case to another. I do not see that I can do any good, but
I cannot leave them. Once in a while some youngster holds on to me convulsively,
and I do what I can for him; at any rate, stop with him and sit near him
for hours, if he wishes it.
After continuing in front through the winter,
he returns to Washington, where the wounded and sick have mainly been concentrated.
The Capital City, truly, is now one huge hospital; and there Whitman establishes
himself, and thenceforward, for several years, has but one daily and nightly
avocation.
"My custom is to go through a ward, or collection of wards, endeavoring to give some trifle to each, without missing any. Even a sweet biscuit, a sheet of paper, or a passing word of friendliness, or but a look or nod, if no more. In his way I go among large numbers without delaying, yet do not hurry. I find out the general mood of the ward at the time; sometimes see that there is a heavy weight of listlessness prevailing, and the whole ward wants cheering up. I, perhaps, read to the men, to break the spell calling them around me, careful to sit away from the cot of any one who is very bad with sickness or wounds. Also, I find out, by going through in this way, the cases that need special attention, and can then devote proper time to them. Of course, I am very cautious among the patients, in giving them food. I always confer with the doctor, or find out from the nurse or ward-master about a new case. But I soon get sufficiently familiar with what is to be avoided, and learn also to judge almost intuitively what is best." "I buy, during the hot weather, boxes of oranges from time to time and distribute them among the men; also preserved peaches and other fruits; also lemons and sugar, for lemonade. Tobacco is also much in demand. Large numbers of the men come up, as usual, without a cent of money. Through the assistance of friends in Brooklyn and Boston, I am again able to help many of them that fall in my way. It is only a small sum in each case, but it is much to them. As before, I go around daily and talk with the men, to cheer them up." He alludes to writing letters by the bed-side, and says: "I do a good deal of this, of course, writing all kinds, including love-letters. Many sick and wounded soldiers have not written home to parents, brothers, sisters, and even wives, for one reason or another, for a long, long time. Some are poor writers, some cannot get paper and envelopes; many have an aversion to writing because they dread to worry the folks at home—the facts about them am so sad to tell. I always encourage the men to write, and promptly write for them." A glimpse of the scenes after Chancellorsville: "As I write this, in May, 1963,
the wounded have begun to arrive from Hooker's command from bloody Chancellorsville.
I was down among the first arrivals. The men in charge of them told me
the bad cases were yet to come. If that is so, I pity them, for these are
bad enough. You ought to see the scene of the wounded arriving at the landing
here foot of Sixth street at night. Two boat loads came about half-past
seven last night. A little after eight, it rained a long and violent shower.
The poor, pale, helpless soldiers had been debarked, and lay around on
the wharf and neighborhood anywhere. The rain was, probably, grateful to
them; at any rate they were exposed to it.
"The soldiers are nearly all young men, and far more American than is generally supposed—I should say nine-tenths are native born. Among the arrivals from Chancellorsville I find a large proportion of Ohio, Indiana, and Illinois men. As usual, there are all sorts of wounds. Some of the men are fearfully burnt from the explosion of artillery caissons. One ward has a long row of officers, some with ugly hurts. Yes terday was, perhaps, worse than usual. Amputations are going on—the attendants are dressing wounds. As you pass by you must be on your guard where you look. I saw, the other day, a gentleman, a visitor, apparently from curiosity, in one of the wards, stop and turn a moment to look at an awful wound they were probing, &c. He turned pale, and in a moment more he had fainted away and fallen on the floor." An episode—the death of a New York soldier: "This afternoon, July 22, 1863, I spent a long time with a young man I have been with a good deal from time to time, named Oscar F. Wilber, company G, 154th New York, low with chronic diarrhea, and a bad wound also. He asked me to read him a chapter in the New Testament. I complied, and asked him what I should read. He said: 'Make your own choice.’ I opened at the close of one of the first books of the Evangelists, and read the chapters describing the latter hours of Christ and the scenes at the crucifixion. The poor, wasted young man asked me to read the following chapter also, how Christ rose again. I read very slowly, for Oscar was feeble. It pleased him very much, yet the tears were in his eyes. He asked me if I enjoyed religion. I said: ‘ Perhaps not, my dear, in the way you mean, and yet, maybe, it is the same thing.' He said: ‘It is my chief reliance.’ He talked of death, and said he did not fear it. I said: ‘Why, Oscar, don't you think you will get well ? He said: ' I may, but it is not probable.' He spoke calmly of his condition. The wound was very bad; it discharged much. The diarrhea had prostrated him, and I felt that he was even then the same as dying. He behaved very manly and affectionate. The kiss I gave him as I was about leaving he returned fourfold. He gave me his mother's address, Mrs. Sally D. Wilber, Alleghany post-office, Cattaraugus county, New York. I had several such interviews with him. He died a few days after the one just described." And here also a characteristic scene in another, of those long barracks: "It is Sunday afternoon, (middle of summer, 1864,) hot and oppressive, and very silent through the ward. I am taking care of a critical case, now lying in a half lethargy. Near where I sit is a suffering rebel, from the 8th Louisiana; his name is Irving. He has been here a long time, badly wounded, and has lately had his leg amputated. It is not doing very well. Right opposite me is a sick soldier boy, laid down with his clothes on, sleeping, looking much wasted, his pallid face on his arm. I see by the yellow trimming on his jacket that he is a cavalry boy. He looks so handsome as he sleeps, one must needs go nearer to him. I step softly over to him, and find by his card that he is named William Cone, of the 1st Maine cavalry, and his folks live in Skowhegan." Mr. Whitman spends the winter of 1863-4 with
the army at Brandy Station and Culpepper, Virginia, among the brigade and
division hospitals, moving in the same scenes and performing similar work.
I would say to the reader that I have dwelt
upon this portion of Walt Whitman's life, not so much because it enters
into the statement of his biography, as because it really enters into the
statement of his poetry, and affords a light through which alone the later
pieces, and in some sor t the whole of his work can be fitly construed.
His large, oceanic nature doubtless enjoyed fully, and grew all the larger
from, the pouring out of its powerful currents of magnetism; and this is
evident in his pieces since 1861.
* In the
hot summer of 1864, Whitman, who up to that period had been the picture
of health and strong, unsurpassed physique, was taken down with an illness
which, although he recovered from it, has left effects upon him to this
day. He was nurse at the time to a number of soldiers, badly wounded in
the late battles, and whose wounds, from previous enforced neglect and
the intense heat of the weather, were mortified, and several corrupted
with worms. He remained assiduously night and day with these lamentable
cases. The consequence was that his system, doubtless weakened by anxiety,
became deeply saturated with the worst poison of hospital malaria. He was
ordered north by the physicians; an illness of six months followed, the
first sickness in his life.
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